| Happy last day of the 10th grade tooo mee... |
[10 Jun 2005|03:24pm] |
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*sigh*
It's good be young and in love.
Well, I'm not IN LOVE. I'm IN LIKE. And listening to romantic music ain't helping none. But it's Friday. And I meant to meet my sis after school at the mall since she has her job interview, but I had too much crap from my locker and now I feel really bad.
Hum.
I went for a walk around the school all by my lonesome, and then realized how many people I will NOT see for the rest of my life. I became very sad. And tomorrow I have a vet appointment for my dog and I think we will have to put her down.
Au revoir.
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[06 Jun 2005|09:10pm] |
So kiddies...how do I go about making a header 'n all that fun stuff like that there?
Ta so much.
Night-night.
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| CHEEP. CHEEP. CHEEP-CHEEP. |
[02 Jun 2005|07:40pm] |
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Fook me.
My week is rolling downhill like a friggin greasy cheese wheel. DAMN. I'm so messed up, I started crying when I couldn't get my hair done this weekend. DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD THAT IS.
It's like the inside of me is all nrheehrdrd knotted itself into a tiny ball and just sits in the corner of my baby toe saying 'Help me, help me.'
FABULOUS analogy, Laura.
How DID I feel so good at the beginning of the week? I mean really?? Today I went to have a shower and found a TRAIL OF FUCKING POO leading to the bathroom. I looooooooove my dog but when she SHITS everywhere three days in a row, it's a little hard to handle.
...cause mama I'm sure hard to handle, oh hard to handle now.
I'm going to explode, EXPLODE I SAY. Fuck this and fuck that and throw my fucking nonfiction homework out the window that is STARING ME IN THE FACE SHRRRRAH.
I listened to nothing but Guys & Dolls today. Hence the 'CHEEP-CHEEP'ish. I love you a bushel and a peck, you bet your pretty neck I doooo.
No nails for me, wheeeeeee, bit em all off.
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| I am sick! I've been used! And you knew, all the time. |
[01 Jun 2005|08:14pm] |
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I don't know how to love him.
I don't know why he moves me.
He's a man.
He's just a man.
He is not a king,
He is just as sad as anyone I know.
He scares me so!
When he's cold and dead
Will he let me be?
Does he love...does he love me too?
Does he care for me?
Yes, you KNOW you love my deep meaningful lyrical randoms. *cough* I'm hopeless. HOPELESS I SAY. And forget what I said about dogs last time because I love love love love love love love my dog and I don't ever want her to go away but she is going to soon...to the great big puppy dish in the sky.
Life is confusing and a more than a bit sad but at the same time insanely amazing right now.
Hee.
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| Makes you wonder why we even HAVE dogs. |
[28 May 2005|02:52pm] |
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GOSH. GOSHDARNIT. My doggie woke me up at 8 this morning and got in the GARBAGE in the GARAGE. Oh, happy day. Cleaning up snotty Kleenexes and squished peas early Saturday morning.
And FUCK THIS NONFICTION I will never finish English, NEVER. Nor will I finish my gr 10 year. Perfect. Might as well bury me now.
"PRRROGNOSIS NEGATIVE."
I like Seinfeld.
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| Oops, shoulda posted this awhile ago... |
[27 May 2005|05:33pm] |
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01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
GOIN' OUT TONIGHT! NIGHT ON THE TOWN! GIRLS' JUST WANNA HAVE FUN! Haha, I'm too pumped.
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| HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. |
[26 May 2005|08:59pm] |
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Ugh. I fell asleep. I have no idea how it happened. I swear, I was just lying on my bed for a minute at 6 and then suddenly BOOM. Now my contacts are all stuck to my eyelids.
I want to go back to bed. But I need to shower. And make my lunch. And homework. And its really hot in here. And my poor sister got her wisdom teeth out today and I swear to God, it must be Friday. It CANNOT be Thursday, it does not feel the least bit Thursday-ish.
Back to bed with Laura now, dear.
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| This Smarties has like, a belly button. |
[25 May 2005|04:13pm] |
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Hum. Home sweet home. With no sister or mother. Or dog, apparently. My goodness, she is lazy.
Whoop. Scratch that. Mother on her way home.
Tooooooooodaaaaaaaay I...wore my new skirt. Hoo-RAH, I got a tiny bit of orange juice or something on it. But just a tiiiiny bit. You CAN'T EVEN TELL. AND it was 'picture day'. Mine turned out pretty alright, BUUUUUUUUT apparently, I am in Mr Bagocki's TA next year, which is random, he's not even on the same FLOOR as me. Sigh. Oh well. Less stairs to climb in the morning.
Ouch ouch ouch. I wore my NEW mandals today - actually, they're not big enough to be called mandals - and I fell down the stairs and the strap thingie cut into my foot. Now I'm all...boo-boo'd.
OH OH OH! YESTERDAY THERE WAS A MOUSE! I HATE RODENTS!! AGH. I was walking to Starbucks with Teila and Jenna and then it was THERE, CRAWLING AROUND IN FRONT OF US. Ah ah ah ah ah ah, it was terrifying. And I mean like...blood-turning-cold kind of thing. Don't ask me WHY, I am just TERRIFIED OF MICE. Mm. I smell nice. Like...vanilla.
HUNKS THIS WEEKEND!!
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| Pop. P-O-P. |
[21 May 2005|04:15pm] |
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So I'm done. With life. And everything associated with it.
I will crumple and DIE soon. RIP to the Laura-y.
REALLY, I have never been this tired in my life! Never! I am SO tired that I canNOT even SLEEP which would be the remedy TO the tiredness, SO I'M STUCK. I WILL NEVER BE FULLY AWAKE AGAIN.
On a happier note, I think my milky white legs got a bit of sun today. On a sadder note, the sun made my head explode. Beauty for brains, thats my motto. Teehee, just kidding.
"And I'm just so damn sexy it hurts, okay."
I'm cool. I watched the Muppets Wizard of Oz last night and was scared for life by a) "...and tell us how you became such a sexy chicken" and b) you know the bunnies? THEY WERE ALL EVIL AND GANGSTA! And they went into this trippy joint and fell asleep from the poppies. Are they AWARE that heroin is made from poppies and that little kids may be WATCHING THIS? I'm done. With life. And everything associated with it.
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep-ah.
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| SMITHERS!! |
[19 May 2005|07:02pm] |
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MADAME B: SMITHERS!!
SMITHERS: Yes, Madame.
MADAME B: Max. Smithers.
SMITHERS: Yes, Madame.
MADAME B: I need to you to do something for me.
SMITHERS: What is it, Madame?
MADAME B: I need you to cut off my head. And then boil it down to nothing. And then...and then...you are done.
SMITHERS: Why do you wish this, Madame?
MADAME B: IT IS NOT YOUR PLACE TO ASK QUESTIONS! *sigh of despair* Oh Max...Smithers...
SMITHERS: Yes, Madame.
MADAME B: I am sorry I am being so harsh with you...*sob* *weep* It's just this cold...this cough...oh Smithers! It will be the death of me, I fear!
SMITHERS: Never, Madame.
MADAME B: DO NOT CONTRADICT ME!!
SMITHERS: Apologies, Madame.
MADAME B: Oh, Smithers, what will you do without me?
SMITHERS: I am sure that day will never come to pass.
MADAME B: Yes...I am sure you are right. No, Max. You will always have me, never fear.
SMITHERS: Oh, I don't Madame. I don't.
.......
My day was pretty boring. Ciao babes.
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| Poses. |
[18 May 2005|05:03pm] |
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'Poses', Rufus Wainwright
The yellow walls are lined with portraits
And I've got my new red fetching leather jacket
All these poses such beautiful poses
Makes any boy feel like picking up roses
There's never been such grave a matter
As comparing our new brand name black sunglasses
All these poses such beautiful poses
Makes any boy feel as pretty as princes
The green autumnal parks conducting and the city streets a
wondrous chorus singing
All these poses oh how can you blame me
Life is a game and true love is a trophy
And you said Watch my head about it Baby you said watch my head
about it My head about it Oh no oh no oh no Oh no oh no no kidding
Reclined amongst these packs of reasons
For to smoke the days away into the evenings
All these poses of classical torture
Ruined my mind like a snake in the orchard
I did go from wanting to be someone
now I'm drunk and wearing flip-flops on Fifth Avenue
Once you've fallen from classical virtue
Won't have a soul for to wake up and hold you
In the green autumnal park conducting
All the city streets a wondrous chorus Singing
all these poses now no longer boyish
Made me a man ah but who cares what that is
And you said watch my head about it Baby you said watch my head
about it My head about it Oh no oh no oh no Oh no oh no well you
said Watch my head about it Baby you said watch my head about it
My head about it Oh no oh no oh no Oh no oh no no kidding
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| "It's Chez's birthday party!!" |
[15 May 2005|09:08pm] |
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BABY YOU'RE ALL THAT I WANT! WHEN...uh I don't know the rest. Thank goodness.
SO here is the plan. Man. Stan. Peter. No homework for this weekend, OOPS. Boop boop bee doop. And I will do ALL Religion ALL tomorrow, it's a RELIGIOUS STUDIES 15 MARATHON! But FIRST guess what I was doing instead of homework. Yesterday was Jenna's party, which was madness, darling I am going to smack you upside the head with your own martini glass. And then Brianna stayed over, with Ali, and we started watching James Bond but I was just too tired, and Mr Brosnan was not doing enough to me to keep me up, so I fell asleep. Then CORRIE ALL MORNING woohoo, and then the special on it tonight, so my mum is wandering around with a Weatherfield accent right now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) quiet_thoughts!!! WOOHOO for May babies!! I'll write a song for you. Later.
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| You know, I only like this GnR song and one other and that is about it. |
[13 May 2005|11:12pm] |
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So I do like my mum and sister. I do. In fact, I love them. (Big surprise there.) But you know, when my sis and I have a big movie night all planned out, and my mother stomps in the door and starts screaming obscenities because she had a bad day, it sort of ruins it. And when she marches around doing laundry and randomly cleaning the house and giving us evil looks, that don't help none either. Now my sister is all...bug-gy. And it's superly fucking hot in here.
We rented Life As A House and Garden State, which were some - in fact quite a bit of - consolation since I love both those movies. I'll make Brianna watch Garden State with me tomorrow after Jenna's party, since NOBODY has seen it. *sticks tongue out*
COUGH COUGH HACK HACK
I am an old woman. I am dying. I don't have long to live. At least, if my COUGH doesn't kill me before the night is through, I WILL, because nights are just MISERABLE now. So YOURS TRULY is off to Bedfordshire, ahh I have a headache, you know what this means? TYLENOL TIME, honeybuns.
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| Why am I listening to this. I don't actually like this song. |
[09 May 2005|08:20pm] |
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...but my April Wine won't download.
My wise, wise friend Garrett gave me some advice today. He said if I was ever feeling down I should do one of three things -
1) Get a slurpee
2) Watch Star Wars OR
3) Listen to the Beatles
Now ain't that genius. So I cranked up my Sgt Pepper's and I felt much better. Then I had a freaking afternoon-long chat with Darcy and we're all squared away now. Chummie as can be. Okay, screw THIS Mr Simon and Mr Garfunkel, I am listening to my favourite Sly. And the Family Stone.
My raspberry bush outside is looking gorgy. AND so are my toes, my mummy painted them pop pink yesterday night. Hee. OMG I was watching Coronation St tonight and suddenly felt this huge attraction to Danny Baldwin. WOAH WHERE did it come from??!! He's not even cute. I have gone insane. I blame it all on it being Midol time for me. Although I read somewhere that it makes you more prone to sensitive men...which makes absolutely no sense. Whatever. I'm going to go kick it. Boo-ooty hey!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY on_eagleswings !!!!!! Darling Teila, you are 16!! Hope you had a great one. Now get your butt to Seattle!!!
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| Merrily we roll along on the big big big blue sea! |
[08 May 2005|04:32pm] |
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Bah bee bee'd deep dilidap!
Hello. I'm doing well, if y'all were wondering. Bettah. How's everybody's weekend been? Mine has been just suberb, dearies. On Friday we had our little chocolate fondue night, which was tasty but obviously in my case messy, although Madi gave me her cold and now I sound like Oscar the Grouch. Yesterday morning someone came knocking and knocking away at my door at about 9:00, so I grumbled but didn't answer it then my mobile went off, wondering if I was still delivering flowers with Brianna today? SHIT. DOUBLE SHIT. I stuck my hair up, popped in my contacts and threw on yesterday's clothes. Yes, I was a sight to see. Bags under my eyes to hold everyone's luggage. Anyway, with the help of a cappucino I was soon righted again, and we ran all around the south delivering wee flowers on everyone's doorstep. It was quite the adventure. One little boy slammed the door in our face, and at another house with crooked stairs there were...noises...I put my flower down and ran out of there as fast as I could before the headboard started rattling.
I arrived home and got ready for our night on the town. We - my grandma, mother, sister and self - first went to Mamma's, down on 16th, with the loud Italians and classical music. I pretended I was in the mafia and stuck my fork in my pocket as a makeshift gun. Then the music got louder - not that we could hear anything but the tables around us speaking Italian - and my sister and I made a quick musical and used our wine glasses to conduct it. Then we were off to the old Plaza in Kensington, to see Dear Frankie. (FINALLY!) Oh my goodness, dip Gerard Butler in chocolate and send HIM to Canada, thank you very much. Hell, skip the chocolate. Wait, I've got PMS, so don't. It is one of my favourite movies now! The Plaza itself is pretty interesting. It even smells old, with red curtains and MOVIESTAR COLLECTION posters with Clark Gable and the like on the walls.
Happy Mothers' Day to everyone, and their mama's!
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Ughhhhhhhh I HATE MYSELF. Why do I have to over dramatize everything and make it everyone else's problem? FUCK even saying this is making me sound vain and all-about-me-ish.
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| Snatched from my Kalie girl! |
[30 Apr 2005|02:59pm] |
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Thank you all for your encouraging words yesterday...did they help? Certainly. And you know what I decided? I don't care if anyone thinks I'm slutty, or a whore or whatever, because they are not worth my time. It's not like I walk around in skintight jeans and shirts with my boobs popping out. And it's not like I throw myself at guys, hell, ususally I'm to shy to tell them anything! I don't care, I have guy friends and they are some of my best friends, I'm not going to stay away from them so that people don't think I'm a skank! It was just really making me mad yesterday when I kept saying that I don't want to date right now, and a bunch of my friends kept saying YEAH RIGHT that's not true, what if Robert comes to call? SO FUCKING WHAT IF ROBERT COMES TO CALL, I'm still going to hang out with him because he is my dearest friend. It scared me because suddenly everyone was telling me that so-and-so liked me, or so-and-so asked me out, and I got confused! I felt like I was being a skank or something, but I was never!
Whew. Rantness. That's what lj is all about, Charlie Brown.
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